I was hanging with old friends yesterday.   Like friends for 30 years friends.  It was nice. It feels good to hang out with all of them.  I love these ladies.
We went to Rileys.  Rileys has a rough reputation.  Bit it a nice bar.  Brandon has done a great job with it. I've met good people there.  So one of the girls was apprehensive.  She said.  One of the reasons she came.  Was because I made her feel safe.   Because no matter how crazy I was.  They always knew they were safe with me.  That I wouldn't let anything happen to them .

It was really nice to hear.  And I never realized that.  No matter what people say about me.   These ladies know me.  They knew who I am. They know my heart.   Gossip mongers can gossip.  But these ladies opinion count to me.

It's like I have a shit load of thoughts on my head.  And all of them are running around like Charlie Chaplin, Bobcat Goldthwait,  Gilbert Gotfreid and Donald Trump.

Its midnight. I have been outside to 'get some fresh air'. Taken a knock out pill. I'm totally awake.  Frankly, I could vomit. My stress level might actually.  Cause the big one in Cali.  I really hate barfing.

I really want to be doing this......

So, I went to see a old and dear friend in the hospital today. She was apparantly almost pronounced dead and in a coma for three days.  You know she had always been a bante rooster.  With the biggest heart.

I walked in the door hugged her and said. You gotta get off the meth.  There was a lot of denials and twitching around.  It was like she was crawling off the bed at me. We talked for a while.  About life and such.

I watched as the Hodpital guys come to pick her up.  It broke my heart.  Not gonna lie.  I cried a little.



I have always had an addictive personality. I thought. There before the grace off God go I.  In really afraid she won't stay.  I fear I will attend her funeral.

So, I haven't been sleeping.  So, I have been watching web series.  A lot of them.   Are horrible.  Really, really horrible.

Right now

We rescued four dogs today.  Two different sets.  A Getman Shepard and Chihuahua. Then two dachshunds .  The first two dogs were in Green's parking lot.  One had a tag on.  Apollo.

We called the guy.  He came right overand picked them up.  The other two were on Wall, by Rileys.

 They were in the street.  I chased the back to their house.  The fence didn't have a gate though.  They'll just get back out.

A truck almost ran them over.  I was in the street waving my arms at him to stop.

It was a busy day.  We're like super heroes.

You know what scares me?  Sink holes.  Sink holes scare the shit out  of me

I'm not dating anyone.  Haven't dated anyone in two years.  BUT PEOPLE SURE LIKE TO SPECULATE WHO I WILL DATE.  WILL I DATE A MAN OR A WOMAN.  AM I DATING SOMEONE AND NOT TELLING EVERYONE.

Seriously not dating anyone.   But, I am open to the idea of dating.  So if you have any friends......

The thing about Mongo.  He misses the same people I do.

Married men think I want to have sex with them. 

Recently a married man offered me a free service.  I thought as a friend.  We had been friends back in the day.  He always liked me back in the day.

 Maybe he just couldn't help himself.  I don't know why he thought it was ok.  I politely said no.  Then politely said no again and once again.   I finally just quit responding.. 

Other married men have hit on me.  Women too. That doesn't piss me off as bad.  One woman straight out messaged me and said she wanted to dine at the Y.....How does she know?  We never met in really life.  I mean I could be a hairy hippy or a toothless whore.  LMFAO  Or into really weird shit. 

You know.  Working in the oilfields is dangerous.  But when people compare it to being a soldier.  I want to laugh in their faces.  So they're getting shot at by snipers.  There's IED's on the way to work.  There's a chance of being kidnapped and burned alive in a cage.

A soldier catches sleep when he can.  Sometimes that place is 20 minutes on the ground.  After a batter that's lasted all night. While being bit by sand fleas.  A roughneck usually has a bed to go home to, after a shift.

Working in the oilfields is dangerous. But it's not fighting a war dangerous.  So, stop it.

I'm really concerned about this whole Neighbors With Benefits.  I had neighbors with benefits before.  Maybe not exactly the same.   Well sort of not the save.... give or take.  Whatever.

I'm concerned because I don't have any Neighbors With Benefits.

Fifty Shades Of Grey.  Was pretty hot.  The sex scenes were pretty well done.  But other then that.  It was a shit show.  The sex scenes were pretty good.  And I watch porn while I work out.  So, there's that.

I'm pretty sure.  The people on either side of me.   Wanted me to punish them.

Christian Grey was not attractive either.  He wad kind of a wussy.  Way too metro sexual.

Found this note this morning.  It seems important.

       

                                                       Adult Jenga, Rum, Miley and Guns

                                                     

 

 

 

 

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Maybe its that I have lived a sexually adventurous life.  I don't find Fifty Shades of Grey interesting.  It doesn't seem intriguing.  I haven't actually read the books.  They seemed ehhhh, to me.  i read three quarters of the first book.

But, I have been roped into seeing the movie.  I'll update y later