I'm house sitting four dogs.  One of them rubbed it butt hole on my leg.  I still haven't gotten over it.  I may never get over it.

I'm tired. Im tired of bullshit.  I'm tired of trying to save b people.  When I'm drowning.  I'm just fucking tired.

I don't know where Im being sent in life. I miss my kids.  I want to meet my grandbaby.
But shit just keeps going wrong.   Day after day after mother fucking day.  Something goes wrong.

I'm tired of being amine.  I'm tired of mother fuckers thinking they can fuck me over.  Just because I'm nice.  When really. I just want to throat punch them.  Throat punch a mother fucker.  That's probably what I need to do.