Its my birthday

And I shouldn't be overwhelmingly sad, but I am. I am sad because my mom is gone and isn't going to call me two weeks after my birthday and tell me Happy Birthday. While she apologizes and cries for an hour. I always so looked forward to that. And I guess I kind of miss it. It has been two years since she passed away. I am also sad cuz Bill (her husband) is gone and I won't get to hear him say Hey Dani Happy Birthday. He was always excited on Birthdays. He was always excited just to talk to me.