So my twin cousin called to tell me her dad passed away.
This is the 6th death in my large extended family since Feb of this year. Yes 6. I am done. I can't take much more. How much is one person supposed to take? I have three sets of parents. My foster parents still alive, my dad and his wife still alive, then theres my mother and step dad they have already passed away.
It is killing me to think that I have to do this four more times. What is the purpose? Am I supposed to be learning from this? Am I supposed to learning to live with a broken heart?
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