Well, the pictures of the tanks claiming to be at the Midland WalMart .  It just stirs people up.  

In Portland. I saw a lot of left wing conspiracy theorist.

I was at a house warming party, in Portland.  My friends landlord asked me where I was from.  That I had an accent . I said Midland TX

He freaked out.  Asked me if I knew George.  I said I went to his church.  I saw the twins get baptized.  He followed me around half the night.   Telling me the crazies George Jr conspiracies.  Or just saying just the rudest things about Texans.  He even called me a dove murderer.  I've never even dove hunted.  His wife finally kept him away from me.

Another time, I was in a taxi with a Russian driver.  He said Bush Jr.  Was opening internment camps and was rounding up Muslims.  He suggested rounding up Ukranians.

It happens with all Presidents.

I do think it's a distraction.  The puppet master is trying to divert  our attention.

I mean the Wal-Mart bathroom in Midland.  Was alwayys wet and smelled bad.

 I don't think the Chinese are taking over the Midland Wal-Mart. To come confiscate our guns.  I guess it could happen.  But, I'm thinking probably not.   I've only got two boxes of bullets.  I won't last very long.

If Mama June is bi sexual   Then I'm the Pope.

How far will she go for attention?  Really?  No woman would have sex with her.  Never.  Even if they were roofied   They'd still say. fucj that Shit.   You gotta roll her in flour to find the wet spot.

Let's address the sex shop situation in Midland.

Shouldn't the windows be dark.  i have been in sex shop in at least four states.  All the windows were dark.  Who wants to shop for giant dildos, pocket rockets and girl on girl porn?  With the sun shining in.

Sex shops should be liked Vegas.  A little bit seedy. dark and you shouldn't be able to tell what time it is outside.

So, I got my hair cut.  Let me just tell you.  Women and men like the spiked haired Dani.

suicide is a terrible thing man.  It leaves a path of destruction.  A path of  destruction that the person committing the act never thinks abut.  I can picture the flash of deciding that the time has come.  there were times in my life.  when I thought this is enough. I'm done with this life.  I was much younger.  I mean.  I had a really tough childhood. 

To me it seems like such a selfish act.  One that leaves people left here saying.  What the fuck?  What that really necessary?  Did I have to see that?  Did I have to feel this pain?  What in your life was so bad. That you hav4 to leave us to deal with the after math your suicide?

yah.  I've been drinking.


APPARANTLY I WAS DRUNK WHEN I WROTE THIS.

Ever wanna just lock yourself in a room and just say Fuck it.  Say, I've had all I can stands, I can't stands no more.  Then just not come out.  Just live in that room.  Have your kid bring you aderall, yoo hoo, tequila and depends.

When something happens to a friend.  A family member.  I feel it deeply.  Maybe more deeply then I should.  Maybe because of my childhood   i don't know.  Cheri says that I'm a
an empath.

I went to Pinkies.  Bought a bottle of pre mixed margaritas.  And a bottle of tequila.  It's that kind of week.  I'm tired of the sadness.   Sick  and fucking tired of it.

Policemen and politicians should not be over 70.  Just saying.

Apparently, I can not even smell scotch. Sean bought a 125 dollar bottle of scotch.  I could smell the shot glass.  Sitting in the sink.  I almost threw up in the sink.