suicide is a terrible thing man.  It leaves a path of destruction.  A path of  destruction that the person committing the act never thinks abut.  I can picture the flash of deciding that the time has come.  there were times in my life.  when I thought this is enough. I'm done with this life.  I was much younger.  I mean.  I had a really tough childhood. 

To me it seems like such a selfish act.  One that leaves people left here saying.  What the fuck?  What that really necessary?  Did I have to see that?  Did I have to feel this pain?  What in your life was so bad. That you hav4 to leave us to deal with the after math your suicide?

yah.  I've been drinking.


APPARANTLY I WAS DRUNK WHEN I WROTE THIS.