Someone asked me today.  Have you ever wanted to die?  My response was.  I grew up in the Texas foster care system.  I always wanted to die. 

I also think.  That my behavior.  Between the ages of 17 and 23 was death wisish.  I was pretty damn reckless.  A few people might testify to that fact.  I know Sherry Reeves, Kelli, Jodie and Sabrina.  Really helped me keep my head on.  But, it was wobbly as hell.  I owe a lot of my survival to one of them stepping in. At some point and saying whoa.